I broke up with Brt. I told him I'm not happy anymore. So after three years and four months I am alone again. It will be difficult I know but I will get throught this. I always do.

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Right now I'm:
seating here in this dingy internet cafe
blogging
finished reading Memoirs of a Geisha
reading She's Come Undone and Sophie's World
exuding my bitchy aura
pathetic
confused
tired
in need of a drink
broke
hurting
alone