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Ranting....

Sms from me: I'm sorry. I am no good at waiting. I can only wait until 7pm. A minute past that and I'm outta here. I want to see you today because I want to spend time with you, not wait for you.

Didn't send this though, kept it in drafts folder. See, I try to be the patient girlfriend I never was. Nagngingitngit nako dito sa pwesto ko. Another thing that's keeping me here is wala ng shuttle papuntang festi, and i'm afraid of going home alone. =(

Since when did navigating the SPR and model review consume so much time? Tsk. Niloloko na yata ko nito eh!

Anyhoo, the good thing about waiting is I was able to finish most of the required PE100 course. Tatlong courses na lang tapos na ko. Whew!

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I was about to go home without V. X was able to drop me and a couple of officemates off at Metropolis. On my way to the jeepney terminal he called saying he was on his way to my office. I told him I'm at the terminal and I'm going home. Sensing my irritation he suggested we meet halfway. When you really like somebody even if you're dead tired and pissed off you just can't turn down a chance of meeting with him. So needless to say I obliged. After 5 mins he was there, and we drove off to have dinner without talking. I found his silence endearing, because I knew he knew I was angry and he just wanted me to have some time too cool it off. 
 
After dinner I finally calmed down and he was cracking jokes again.

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Family activities, and the things that you do for others - both personally and professionally - are featured in July, dear Libra. Early in the month, those could be rather stressful. The Full Moon in Capricorn on July 2 focuses on domestic issues, which could involve a parent, or parenting challenges. They may not be easy to resolve, because sensitive feelings may make communication difficult. Use your natural gift for diplomacy to get to the root of the issues. When the Sun and Saturn combine in Cancer on July 7, you could be feeling pressure to live up to the expectations of others. However, as Mars moves through Leo and your friendship sector, you're likely to feel validated and inspired by friends or others who share your interests. Community events and all kinds of cooperative activities will allow you to extend your comfort zone and meet new people. Romance is likely to be delightful and sweet around July 14, when a thoughtful gesture could catch you by surprise. The New Moon in Cancer on July 17 could launch a new domestic activity, or a new attitude about your goals. A burst of fiery energies that last through the end of the month could bring celebrations and interactions with all kinds of people. You may be the center of attention! You may want to find a quiet place on July 26, when Mercury enters Virgo and brings your attention to practical matters. The Full Moon in Aquarius on July 31 may involve a wonderfully intimate moment with your sweetheart, or a lively party.

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Saturday night - went to the wake of Joey's father. Nanakot na naman si Saria saying the curse is back. During fourth year we had attended several funerals from the class. What's weird is all of the dead relative was the grandfather of a classmate.

After we said our condolences to Joey, his mother and relatives we headed to Gerry's Malate for a late dinner and drinks. Napaaway pa si Warren with a bunch of dorky looking chinese guys. Lakas ng loob dahil Warren was the only guy in the group siempre si Saria ruling out.

Ana told us that she might have cancer of the brain. With the previous two test yielding positive results, she’s scared of taking the third. For a while non of us spoke, hoping na nagbibiro lang si Ana but the look in her eyes said otherwise. We all reached out and hugged her, told her we will be with her always and help her get through the third test. A few minutes after she's back cracking jokes again. The evening passed so swiftly we hardly even noticed that we were the only customers left at the second floor. We had our last blowjob shot and then head home.

Still I couldn't resist Che's invitation for an hour or two at gameworx. Magvi-videoke daw kami. We've been planning that last week pa. I informed V muna and he was ok with it. After making a few calls, I dragged along some of our officemates to come with us.

Festi mall - Gene suggested we go for a game of bowling since it is still early and we're still waiting for the others who's rendering their OTs. When a booth at the videoke reserved for 10 people was made, we rushed to the bowling alley to play. Several Fluor members (ung mga pro sa bowling) were already there occupying 4 slots and were very much heated with their game. They offered one slot and so the game begin. V dropped by shortly. I literally suck at this game. V, Sir Rolly and one attendant were giving me tips on how to hold the ball properly blah blah... and before the end of the set I could hit the pins na. =) After the game it was videoke time na. V went home to cook for the workers and promised to pick me up after having dinner. X dropped by and sang a funky rendition of Luha, and other 80's female hits. Before long, Rams, Yules, Ricky and his gang came and a two-hour all-time favorites were sang.

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I'm thinking of taking a hiatus from night-outs. After months of livin' it up I think I've come to my emo mode, so now I'm mellowing down. I'll start next week though =P.