u: i changed and i know i cant bare myself anymore to you.. i always find myself vulnerable and weak and over stuffed with emotions. A lot of realizations swept over me these past few weeks; things that I never bothered to listen to for the past 6 years. Ive come to realize that as much as I want you for myself, no matter what I do, there will never come a time that you'll look at me the same way I do to you. I saw it, felt it, and took it all in on your birthday. It was a landslide of truths, and truth behind truths. Too bad you'll never feel the same way for me.. i have so much to show you and I have so much to offer. Anyway.. thats why Im keeping my distance now. Things would change and sooner or later and eventually you'll forget that I was ever there.