I’m going home early. Didn’t go home last night. Mom text early in the morning asking where the hell did I spend the night blah blah. Told half the truth. Oh, remind me that I have to withdraw cash. I’ll arrange on Ate Aida’s trip back here. Talagang kelangan na namin ng kasama sa bahay. With my sisters attending classes and all, wala kasama si mama with my nephew.

Friday

W grill with ate ai, che, alex, jojo, larry and marissa. we were very disappointed when we got there and found that the bull were to be transferred upstairs and is still under renovation. we were planning pa naman to take turns riding the thing.


Weekend

Was stuck around the house. It's been a week now since our househelp left for a vacation. By now my mom is painfully aware of the drawbacks of not having Ate Aida with us. There's Paulo that needs to be taken care of and to be watched over every minute, a house to clean, cooking and loads of laundry to do. Despite Mom's attempt that we go solo for a while to cut on expenses, she's starting to complain na how hard it was to manage the house. Saturday and Sunday my sisters and I took turns in babysitting Paulo. I cleaned the house a bit and do my share of cleaning the dishes.

Read The Catcher in the Rye. This book has a refreshing sense of humor.

I was about to write a snippet of thought i read in one of my notebooks when I found this piece of poem.

Kung gusto mong lumayag
wag mo akong isama sa alon...
wag kang magsasabing
ikaw ay makakabalik sa pangpang

kung ang bagyo ay sumabay
sa iyong pagdaong
marahil ay wasaking ang iyong bangka
at di na makabalik sa pinangalingan

kung sakali man may piraso ng iyong marka
humampas sa aking bangka
at di pa puno ang aking laman

ikay aking hahanapin
kahit mataas pa ang alon...

I knew from the handwriting that it's from bart. I called him after that, and asked if he wrote it. He said yes and he asked why. Told him wala lang i just wanted to know. I'm sorry, i'm sorry. I hope you find the girl that would truly make you happy.